Time

hmm.. just woke up.. my maths test.. gees.. don't feel like going.. later i fail.. argh..

finally i'm somehow clear !! felt so good.. time will prove everything and heal everything.. truth will surface sooner or later.. =) in the meantime.. i should just be MELVIN ! no more the pervert or horny Melvin. hahaha.. Ester said.. " Loving someone and being in love shouldn't be so complicated . " true true.. Joseph said.. " if you're happy in love with a girl , everyday is a Valentine's Day . " its so damn true ! doesn't mean Valentine's Day have to be the only day you treat your love better or more special. what fated to be mine will eventually be mine.. i do not have to force it.. i should just learn to be matured from all these experiences and change for the better. maybe one month later when we have the talk, we actually changed for the better and sort out our thinking and get back together for a true loving happy journey that we always wanted ? or maybe not ? =)