JAVA

SERIOUSLY ! JAVA ! IS A KILLER ! #)(@!*#)!@#.. oh yeah.. we were watching and listening to the liveband at indochine too.. LIPS OF AN ANGEL.. gees.. why does this kinda song follow everywhere i go.. haa.. the good past ( not including the bad ones.. ) really makes me smile.. so many so many sweet sweet stuff happened.. if u wan me to tell u a story of us.. u really mus have patience.. ^^ hahaha.. but ending it this way is really.. like.. USING A KNIFE AND STAB MY HEART OVER AND OVER AGAIN.. BUT NO CHOICE.. !! what can i do.. hmm.. @!*()!@##.. now every night.. i'm no longer the one on the phone with her.. very sad.. really.. somethings are beyond my control.. my heart only melts for her.. but.. it can't always be that way.. after what happened..