what a long day..

i don't know why .. but today seems to be a very long day.. went to school then go play ball.. OMG i'm like visualizing her everywhere i go.. EVEN WHEN I'M PLAYING BBALL.. thats very sad.. but does she cares ? i leave the answer to you. true true that i still have her in my mind and heart.. but after what she did.. I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO MOVE ON ! the percentage of us getting back is like.. NO COMMENTS LOL.. hmm.. argh.. but at least that opened a route to my future.. I FINALLY CAN PLAN ! at least i'm not stuck with the thinking that there's something for me to wait for.. NEW HAIRSTYLE ! ^^ seriously.. how can she be so heartless to me.. 2 years 4 months plus and it meant nothing to her at all.. ? i seriously can't get this question out of my head.. 1 said no reason. 1 said who knows. another question that is stuck in my head is.. why she doesn't want to choose me ? gees.. THIS IS KILLING ME !! LIKE STABBING MY HEART AGAIN AND AGAIN OMG !! IMAGES OF THEM ! FRIENDSTER ! omg.. lol.. i haven't and don't even want to see.. but heart abit itchy.. hahaha HECK LA ! purposely make me heart broken one.. for what i see ? ALSO NOT MY PROBLEM ANYMORE.. wait for right time then talk about that.. MARRIED JUST LIKE ME AND HER USED TO.. maybe also laogong laopo.. that hurts.. that really hurts.. hmm.. love and happiness ? .. ok la.. she think got then got lor.. i cannot care also liao .. i'm also not in their relationship.. its not my problem also.. THE DREAM GIRL AND LAOPO WHO WAS SWEET , NICE , CARING , KIND HEARTED , FAITHFUL , UNDERSTANDING , LOYAL , THOUGHTFUL LILY YEANG THAT I USED TO KNOW IS DEAD !! ( might leave out some.. rushing to finish this to STOP THINKING !! ) BUT OH WELL.. haha.. gotta get over this before this week ends man.. if not i'm gonna study nothing for my exams.. ok laa i go do my own things liao.. BYE ^^ !